Today of mine

Open house

2012-01-07T00:56:00.001-08:00

Had performance today. Love the crowd at the atrium and open house was awesome :D The fear of performing, is still there but it is not so much like previous.
<3 dance.

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December

2011-12-25T16:56:00.001-08:00

It's already December. It gonna be a new year in few day times. Life really keeps you busy. Sometimes , you just want to stop and sit down, and watch the world go by. That's the thing , you can only wish. It doesn't really happen that way. Sometimes, I just close my eyes. Breathe in and out, and feel the breeze against your skin. It feels like everything has slowed down. Feels as if that burden has been lifted , even If its for a while - few seconds. Every year has been the same. I wish to make it different for the next year; with a little more confidence and positive thinking.
Merry Christmas everyone. <3

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Letting go.

2011-09-11T10:16:00.000-07:00

This should end tonight. I should stop living in my own fantasy. Truth is bitter. Ain't gonna think about it. I'm jus wasting my time, aint i. It feels like i'm invisible to you. You are looking through me. All those words seems like its a lie now. I 'm foolish, ain't i. Why does it seems like you are trying too much. Mirror Mirror on the wall, tell me the reason for this.

& I Said I Love You, Behind Your Back

2011-07-21T07:50:00.001-07:00

If only time had stop time there, that perfect moment. I would have told you, everything. What mattered and what would NOT. I don't want you to know, what i'm feeling or still am. Thoughts i have, being happy just talking to you. & I still want too. Nights after nights, i still do look for your name in my msn. Hoping you would pop up someday. I'm still stuck in that moment, where it was just you & me. If only, that moment comes when i could just look in your eyes and say all the words i ever wanted to say. Maybe things would be much easier? I still do think , & all those little questions bother me day & night. Those words still rings in my ear. Those messages still haunts me in my thought and dreams. & I wish it was once a reality again. Things have been a little harder than usual. I just want to daydream those moments again. Everyday, your words help me get through the day. I can't and hasn't been able to hold any grudges against you.

& I still whisper those words. Behind your back.

Me a nurse

2011-06-03T11:15:00.000-07:00

I'm a nurse. & I don't have a passion to be one. The 1st day I entered school, I wanted to graduate as soon as i can. It is a long road. I'm still looking for that something to inspire me, or passion to not to regret being in nursing . This coming Lab practice have to die die pass & go for the next attachment. Have to enjoy attachment since its gonna be 6 weeks straight. So much for failing.

Now things seems different. Hoping that time would fly by slowly. Still have things to do :) Things to enjoy.

Not to mention, got in to foreign bodies in my school. & I'm gonna dance like crazy ~

Thinking big

2011-03-23T22:58:00.000-07:00

I thought my eyes were closed. But I'm in a dream awake.
Yeah, i heard enough nonsenses. Not gonna let it get to me. Dammit , I got to do this. & Baby, i know u gonna make it. No matter what they say. Its only getting better. Those weren't the hands that were holding me down. You let go and i fell down hard. Either way, i here. But somehow, i wish i could make everything better. Boy, i just wish you could say something.

Lately, I just been thinking too much.

Your words.

2011-03-19T09:48:00.000-07:00

What are words, when you don't mean when you say them? & Only meant for good times.

It's finally weekend. It neva felt like there was, during attachment. Damm, it was like being in hell for the 1st week. Eventually, got used to it slowly. Wasn't that bad at the last week. Big mommas! Watched it today. It was hilarious. So many plans for this holiday, but so little days. Wanna chop my hair off and dye. Feeling sad abt chopping my hair short. Hope all goes well. Not to mention , planning to go out with dipsie and sujan to peirce our ears. Never ending list. Not to mention. Confidence.Thats what i really need. To do the things i really want to do. I really want this. Amen. Sometimes, it's hard to sleep at night. Because u are there, sreaming in my mind. But to tell you the truth, i'm keeping my angel.

Valentine Day

2011-02-15T18:48:00.000-08:00

14 feb.

Happy Valentine Day. Atleast i didn;t get to spent it all alone. Went to Marina Barage and had our funs there with sujan and shashi. Though we were quite jealous about girls with their huge bouquet of flowers, we had our single's talk. Night view at marina barage is incredible. The sky , the stars and flying octopus. haha. When i say flying octopus , i mean kites. Well, some do looks like an octopus or jellyfish, goldfish . Hm... baked brownies and it had turned out perfect. Not to mention , from marina to marina barage took taxi with three unknown man. Geez, i was scared. But what the heck , this is singapore. Guresomes attacks doesn;t happen here. Or should i say i'm just lucky. hahas. Anyways, we had macaronis, hotdog and fishballs. deehee. Loves sujan's mum macaroni. Arrived home only about 230 am . Couldn;t find taxi, call also put us on hold for so long . So we decided take a walk. Walked more than 2km when a taxi finally decieds to stop, i guess the taxi driver felt pity for us. Three girls, all alone, in the dark, trying to walk to the city.

Oh yeah , for valentine's i received 2 rings! hehes. From friends.

A day after

2011-02-07T05:46:00.000-08:00

I don't wanna say these words to you. I have no courage. You left me speechless. You left me in the most awkward position. I couldn't say anything. Those few words was what all i could say. Somehow, i could see it coming. Those sleepless night. I understood but moving on isn't easy as you say. Just when i had finally hold on to you. Just when i thought no matter what it will be you. You let go. I told myself i wouldn't cry. I don't it to be you, the reason for it. You got me thinking alot. & It hurts; headaches. But still at the end of the day, i shall be here for you. It so hard cause i'm not used to it. Those hands weren't holding me down. It's never again, i will be without.

& I shall just wait for the right moment. Lets just see what life has in store for us.

Random

2011-02-02T07:57:00.000-08:00

Man makes heap of mistakes and creates a monster call destiny. Heard it somewhere in one of the episode of criminal minds. hmm..been watching too much of it. :') "I will make this year a better year with no regrets" thats wat i 've been telling myself. Even if can't. I should atleast try,right. As usual, stayed at home all day. No school for this week because of new year. Waking up late enough.& not to forget , two more weeks before the major exam. Shall study for it. hmm.. im starting to have craving. eeeee... there's alrd list of food in the back of my mind. Argh, I'm on diet. sheez. Shall knock out for now. Early in the morning, tuition. then out shopping with my beautfiul ladies. Live your life. Now or never.

Take Me As I Am

2011-02-02T07:35:00.000-08:00

&I shall hold onto you.

I will be your hand , Take me as i am.

Take me as i am, cause i'm going.

I was too scared to start, now i;m too scared to let go.

I will hold your hand

2011-01-15T10:00:00.000-08:00

Hold My Hand - Akon

Dear love,

I promise I will hold your hand.

& Never let you go.

Nothing can come in between.

So hold on to mine.

& Everything will be better.

We reached so far.

There's no way, I'm gonna give up.

So don't let it go.

You will be the one and only.

I promise.

Be my honeybee.

2011-01-07T08:57:00.000-08:00

Love this song , Valentine - by kina grannis. Makes you think of that someone special.

Love,

I wished that you were by my side ,

Today.

On thursday, watched Tron legacy, 300, The tourist & Yamakasi. Its a must watch. Well, everybody have different taste. & Yesterday went out the whole. Mostly walked. Went arcade, spent more than 20 bucks. Got nothing in the end. Off to hospital, today morning. & Of course, as usual , was late. Had vaccination. Luckily, wasn't painful and the nursey was really nice. If only all nurses was like that. Some are quite rude and moody. Afte that rushed to school. Not really rushed, but strolled. Duty for open house - Career Advisor. Shit, shouldn't have gone school. Wasted my damm time. Sat in a room the whole 5 hrs, did nothing. Oh well, atleast free mac coupon. Hmm.. next week, will be even more hectic.- exam and presentation on the same day. Hope everything goes well. Been trying to make this new year a better year than last year. Wanna leave no regrets.

We should appreciate as each day comes.

My New Year Resolution.

- Live each day like today's the last.

- Be active no matter how much i've slept late last night.

- Spend LESS. Especially , cut down on shoppings!

- & & & Lose down horizontally!

- The last of all, always be happy.

( It's been long that i had such a good laugh. )

Merry Christmas

2010-12-24T08:32:00.000-08:00

MERRY CHIRSTMAS, peeps. Its christmas. Get your freaking ass out on the road. Havefun.Getdrunk.Enjoy. A year is ending. It hardly feels like a year. Time to put the past behind us. Time really flies; fast. HOHOHO, santa coming down the chimney.

When there's me, there's you.

2010-12-23T04:27:00.000-08:00

& there everything.

Baby, tonight i shall close my eyes.

To think of only you;

It's a fantasy.

Chapters ; We have started.

Your love have left me feeling crazy;

86400 Miss calls.

2010-12-15T21:30:00.000-08:00

You said to give miss call,

for everytime ,

i miss you.

Baby, Look at your phone,

There would be 86400 miss calls

In 86400 seconds, A day.

from me,

If i were to ring you.

Every second, Every minute, Every day

You are stuck in my little thousands millions braincells.

I try to picture what's going on your mind.

Rain .

2010-12-03T00:52:00.000-08:00

Awesome day, awesome rain, let's love today.

Cold; if you were here to hug, it would been warm.

My mind going haywire; checking my inbox every now & then.

The thoughts of you been wrecking my brain.

This chill is getting to me.

Memories of you 's on the replay like

the song on my phone.

You'll never find someone like me.

Those tears,

2010-11-22T06:09:00.000-08:00

Cry it all out. Let it wash away; ur pain & hurt. As those tears dries up. Let nobody have the right to take away your smile. I know all you wanna do is smile just like everyone else. But this is one of the hardest part of life; being hurt. Babe, it's just the beginning.I know you have what it takes to pick up yourself. Sitting in an empty room, you wished it wasn't like this. It's time you made a decision. You try to figure out where you went wrong.

You have my shoulder to lean on.

crazy?!?

2010-10-14T09:30:00.000-07:00

Day 4,
& I've been wishing that u would pop out on my msn window. Didn't thought i was this crazy. But I've been smiling as i walk, thinking about those little memories we had. A memory keeps replaying in my mind. The time, when we walked by each other. We had smiled & looked at each other. Now i wish, that time had stopped there.

Written in the stars,

You are Millions miles away,

A message to tell you; those 3 powerful words.

Seasons come & go,

But it feels like you are the only one.

Sigh, as usual been rotting in tuiton. Exams are here for my students.
One student down, still got 3 more. It feels like it is MY EXAM. I seriously need a break. Tika(Nepali Traditional Festival) here. Yipee? hahas, even the word yipee can't describe it. Tika=$.$
This is the best. :)

GIFTS???GIFTS???GUY??

2010-09-30T09:24:00.000-07:00

A gift for a guy,

Didn't think it won't be this hard.

All this time, i thought it was easy,

today i was wrong.

My love,

Not sure, whether u will like it.

But you always said

It's the thoughts that counts.

Hope you really love it :)

I really hope you get fat eating those chocolates .

Someday,

2010-09-26T09:41:00.000-07:00

& Maybe someday we'll figure it out.

Try to put an end to all our doubt,

& Try to find a way to make things better now that.

Maybe someday we'll live our life loud.

We will be better off someday, someday.

& he says, I'm Fully Reserved

2010-09-11T22:48:00.000-07:00

& there u go again.

Sometimes , it's hard to believe it's you. Few years back, I tried to keep that thought away. Never did i know , u thought the same. Now, You have Become the Reason for my Late Night Kisses & Smiles. These thoughts have been wrecking my brain. But, You have become the reason for my Late night sleeps.

Still love me, The Way I am?

But..

2010-08-25T08:55:00.000-07:00

My , The Other Side Of Fear.

But, somehow, I don't want to lose you. Somehow, I want to think about you, all the time.

& Somehow, I want you to do the same. I wann to tell you, tht I'll be there. I'm trying. Sometimes, It doesn't feel real. Thats what I fear the most.With you, it's feels different. There are things I just wanna say it out, all. But there are things that i fear the most. This feeling, I had it in the beginning. It still the same, it don't want to let it go. & Yet I don't want you to know.

& suddenly you leave me, hanging there.

Holding on,

2010-08-25T08:28:00.000-07:00

I'm holding on to it, as tightly as i can. It feels like it's gonna slip away, but i don't want it too.

& honey, he calls me

2010-08-12T01:21:00.000-07:00

Last night, you left me smiling to myslef to sleep and with tears of happiness. I didn't realise; i had many happy moments with you in such a short time. But you made me realised, last night. Then, you became the reason for my smile. :) I still don't believe that you remembered every bits of that moments. The boring movie, we went to watch with your friends. I still remember that i nearly fell asleep & there you were beside me, feeling cold with my jacket on. & the horror movie, we went to watch. You weren't even scared & there i was screaming while you were laughing. & Last night, you said my scream was scarier than the horror movie. With all this, I suddenly missed watching movie with you. Now, you call me honey. It's like you knew my secret that I had Once upon a time, I had ....d you. & Last night, it felt as if that feeling came back. :)

My past,

With Love <3

why is it so hard?

2010-08-10T07:34:00.000-07:00

Can we pretend that the airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars.

I could really use a wish right now, a wish.

Day 2. & i'm still don't feel like talking to anyone. (Haven't picked up calls or replied my messages.) More like i don't want to socialise, with ANYONE. Feeling depressed, i guess. Why is it always this hard to know what i'm feeling? My feelings, my instincts, my thoughts cannot be trusted. It always the opposite. There must be heap of regrets. I can't even keep track of it. Its always the last moment i am regretting. Alteast the tears should konck first. It's rude! It's hard to move on. Feeling terrible & stress. As usual there's no reason for what i'm feeling. I wish I could just sit down and watch the world pass by. Maybe the reason, lies somewhere in the past.

Just gonna stand there, & hear me cry?

Love the way, it hurts.

Happy Nurse Day

2010-07-30T05:36:00.001-07:00

The Beggars.

Happy Belated Nursing Day. It's on the 28. Uploading for the sake of uploading. Since this hadi aka shristi was irritating me to upload. hehe.
Anyways, there was show and free food. So these people who are sitting down, wanted to go. haha. Free food duh. haha. Had fun cheering for people who performed.

Me & Binu.

She was the one who wanted to take photo.

I guess she jus wanted to show off her new style -Manoj Kumar.(An Indian Actor )

hahas. so expected of her.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, laxmi

2010-07-24T09:11:00.000-07:00

The Birthday Girl

HAPPY SWEET 17th BIRTHDAY! You're offically 17. Now you will turn 18 next year. It 's like half the year just pass by. Feels old? Arrr.. well i do . Even though, i haven't turned 17 yet. hehe. YOUNGEST of the BLUSH, arr yet the oldest and mature looking. (well thats what everybody says) Well, Laxmi! REMEBER always smile! :) You look beautiful like that, don't stop even if you go nepal and miss us. ( i hope you will miss us, right?) Since the day , we h've met we created special memories. haha, you will always be the baby in our group. :D This year will be the last birthday you will be celebrating with us! Since half the year has jus pass like that , the year will end soon. Makes me think about you leaving. You better cry when you leave us. haha :D

Today morning, die die woke up early to go hospital. waah , wait so long. One hour.
Evn the service not good. Didn't like the way the woman spoke. :( Ate HUGE claypot rice. Of course, shared with Urmila and Sujan! (I'm on a diet! hahas.) Quickly, rushed to Urmila's home to make the photo ablum. LAXMI ! you look so different compared to last time. Anyways was still wondering what to wear for the birthday outing. haha, was told to wear my jacket. Someone said i never left my jacket alone. Afterall, got to hide my RAINFOREST right??? SAVE THE RAINFOREST ! haha...

LAter in the evening, WAHh... walked so much jus to eat. Finally decided on pizza hut. :D not bad. Secretly, brought a cake and hide it under the table while we ate. Suddenly this Laxmi wanted to go starbucks. I winked at BINU to take out the cake, but i guess they wanted to save it for the last. When i winked at binu, there was this guy staring at ME! It was like i was winking at him. Like giving hint. Lied to Laxmi that there's something on her eye. :D Haha! When she closed her eyes, binu and Sabina ran out of the pizza hut with the cake. Later, Me , Urmila and Laxmi went starbucks to meet them. Told Laxmi to close her eyes, lied that there was her prince charming infront . haha. Suprised her with cake. and Gave her present. SAD! She didn't cry. (you know when people get touched). Drank huge java chips coffee. Still having stomachache from it.

Someone said " YAH OPPA! SARANG HAE YEO" and showed the heart shape to some random guy! AH!embarrassing. haha, i wonder what he thought. He must have gotten the shock of his life :D

Anways , had fun today!

way past midnight

2010-07-23T10:29:00.000-07:00

It's past midnight. (way past midnight) . I'm sleepy, but i guess my excitment is keeping me awake. It's been so long that i am able to stay up this long. Dad finally bought me moblie broadband. Super happy. Thanks dad. Not not forget, ate chicken wing jus few minutes ago! Teeheee. Argh, Need to go hospital tmr in the early morning but im still awake. better go sleep, otherwise dad will think i'm taking advantage of the good thing. &

I stiil wonder is it in our genes to do everything at the last minute? even for the happy occassions?

Random dayz..

2010-07-22T22:23:00.000-07:00

Teehee! Finally! After so long, finally blogging. Didn't knew poly would take up most of my time and not to mention my tuition. I wonder, is it guys' genes to be so irritating? (maybe i'm jus unlucky? one of them includes my bro and my tuition kids... eg.) Now currently, in school cafe! Beside me there's 3 hot babes. (forced to say!) Urmila, Sujan & Shashi. yesh! Won't be attending lecture. hehe. Escaping with Shashi to go ICA building. Not to forget! Tomorrow -It's my dearest best friend birthday. ' LAXMI ' :) Looking forward to spending time with her. But will have to go hospital for a jab (injection). This morning, just saw this chuawk (handsome) guy..(why did god made so little chuawk guys?) I'm going gooogooo gaaagaaa over Lucifer. Shinee's New ablum! :D

Thank you!

2010-07-22T02:52:00.000-07:00

This goes to SHRISTI !

Teeeheeeeeeeeeeeee.

Thanks for editing my blog !

You are the best & an expert !

Teeeee.

thanG you. :D

Selfish

2010-04-22T06:16:00.000-07:00

I stomped on my dignity,

& loved you.

I cried everytime when i think of you.

That few months was enough for me to think.

Enough time in the world.

As time passed,

I regretted giving you my love.

I regretted holding you back.

I cried alot because of you.

Why do i have to face this pain alone.

I cried silently and wordlessly.

Boy, I can never forget the hurt.

The world without you

has just begun.

Is it wrong that i wanna laugh again?

Is it wrong that i want something more,

after that 3 years?

If i were to give u 1 more chance,

I would only be giving u high hopes.

By then it would be too late for me,

for you; There will only be a empty shell of mine.

I will be with you, and if

i wanted something more .

Then going back to you would be my biggest regret.

& i would blame myself &

some people

who gave me the thought of giving you another chance.

I know i'm selfish.

You may see it from his view,

but what about mine?

It feels different

2010-04-04T21:20:00.000-07:00

Why does it feel so different?

Why is it that i can't find the answer

To the question i'm asking.

Is It You Or Me.

It's like everything have just changed,

In few seconds.

Maybe It Me,

But Your The Reason Behind It.

It's Like Everything Have Fallen Apart,

Yet I'm Happy.

This always happen, why?

More reasons behind it.

Tonight

2010-02-21T06:24:00.000-08:00

Tonight i miss you the most.

Every tears i shed is in your name.

Every tears i shed is because you're in my every thoughts.

I remember how you would hold me in your arms.

You were my every warmth.

Now it just feels cold.

& Everything reminds me of you.

Your smell, your voice, your warmth.

Even when i close my eyes,

I think of you.

It's hard thinking of you rather than not to.

& It's hard not to think about you.

I remember every look upon your face

& The way you hold me.

my 2010 valentine's

2010-02-17T06:57:00.000-08:00

HAPPY VAlENTINE'S DAY

To those who are dateless.

haha .

like ME!

SO spent my TIMES with my girlfrens.

Ordered pizzas and kfc

To fatten ourselves.

& then complain later.

hehee (:

To my valentine,

Thank you for loving me

For who i am.

Thanks you for giving

& showering all your love.

& for beening there

To listen to my nonsense.

Though i say this alot,

I still wanna say that I Love You.

Day been hard to pass by

& you've always been in my mind.

Missing you alot.

Missing your hugs & kisses.

your kisses , my lullaby.

waiting for you.

To my second valentines,

Jus wanted to tell you guys that

I Love You.

If it weren't for you , my life wouldn't be this beautiful.

Not forgetting,

Cheers for being dateless on valentine's day.

My everything.

2010-01-19T23:00:00.000-08:00

Someone told me i shouldn't take happiness for granted.
& that i have to be thankful for that,

Sometimes when i think.

sometimes when i wonder.

I ask myself.

If i weren't have met you, would i be this crazily in love.

If i weren't have met you, would i be this happy?

If i weren't have met you, would i still have heartache.

Would i even have love someone this much?

Just wanna thank you, for loving me this much.

For even to have noticed me.

For even to love me despite the flaws.

Not to forget, my frens & importantly BLUSh.

Sometimes when i think , if it weren't for them

i wonder,

would i still be the same person i am today.

If it weren't for them, would i be this happy?

If it weren't for them, i wouldn't have someone to laugh with or even gossip about.

If it weren't for them , i wouldn't have someone to tell my lame jokes too.

If it weren't for them, they wouldn't be there to laugh at my lame jokes.

If it weren't for them , they wouldn't be there to laugh at my flaws.

Thanks you guys.

You guys been there with me.

My Everything.

a new beginning ?

2010-01-19T22:57:00.000-08:00

2010.

& it doesn't feel like a new year,

atleast i wouldn't have to go school..

but i will have to go poly.

so it means gonna a have a whole new wardrobe of clothes , laptop & maybe a new phone.

haha

so gotta keep earning money!

kinda excitin but scared.

gonna do somethin different, gonna meet different peoples.

but can't wait also.

mustafa

2010-01-19T22:35:00.000-08:00

Yesterday, went to mustafa with lax & urmi.

haha. went jus to buy the pani puri.

then we made pani puri at sabina;s house, not to forget that we made wantons also & nasi lemak.

hehe.

god, im gaining weight.

on the day i'm dieting, why is there always food?

god knows.

or maybe im jus unlucky?>

haha.

anyways. we were talkin abt rings.

den lax suddenly said im going jus because of material ?

(jus a little hurt , maybe a little pissed. but what the heck, used to it.)

while i guess if i were to go out for material , i would be wearing diamonds by now not sliver

right.

so couldn't sleep that night.

maybe it was because when i called someone, someone else picked up the phone, or maybe it was lax 's question or maybe it was the stuff we talked about; pregnancy, gossips & guys ?

well it really bothered me.

till not feeling quite right !

listen to wedding dress song all night till 4 plus.

finally , drift off to sleep until i got a nightmare.

my sorrows

2010-01-19T22:20:00.000-08:00

nver shared my sorrows & worries.
cause it never helped me in a way or another.
to me, i'm only making other people helpless.
they will jus give u advice/s .
they wouldn't be able get off that saddness, that heavy burden weighin on your shoulders go away.
it's hard.
it's hard sharing sometimes.
i keep it all inside me; my sorrows, my anger .
& then maybe cry it out.
& nobody knows.

my fear ?

2009-12-24T19:57:00.000-08:00

Never thought you would have to leave , soon.
Never thought thought u would be this far.
Never thought i would be this lonely .

I've this fear.
What if we changed?
This fear is the reason for this tears.

At night, your presence still lingers.
Your voice, your smell.
Thinking & Missing you lots.

& Am i over reactin?

Busy ?

2009-11-27T06:40:00.000-08:00

YEAP.

After A Long Time.

Thought after o's thought i would be free ; using comp & enjoyin life.

But i'm ejoyin life bt kinda busy.

I got a job as a waitress in Novotel. (4 star hotel i think)

But apparently i'm doin office work .

yeah it's cool. But it gets really boring andwhen i'm free I get to do waitress work.

Caan be fun with frens.

But most of the time, im in work.

=)...

busy, busy,busy.

Os in the air.

2009-11-02T02:20:00.000-08:00

:D
finally got the the time to come online and blog.
been busy since my o level.
hmp! today had social studies and chemistry .

- five more papers to go! phyics, geography, poa paper 1 n 2 , chemistry and phyic paper 1.
woahoo.

have lots of plan stored to do after o's. hehe!

Not forgetting. Today, my friend, Uma gave a early surprise- bought a present for me.
THANK YOU!
:D
birthday's on 5 nov. this comin thursday.

but unfortunately , having poa papers but going out and celebatin party on 12. :D after o's!

- currently prayin that i will do well for my o's!

MY FUNNY VALENTINE

2009-09-26T08:36:00.000-07:00

My funny valentine

Sweet, comic valentine

You make me smile with my heart

Your looks laughable

Unphotographable

yet, you're my favourite work of art

Is your mouth - a little weak?

When you open it to speak, are you smart?

Don't change a hair for me .

For each day is Valentine's Day.

Bad luck or ..

2009-07-30T07:27:00.001-07:00

how would u feel when someone jus comes up to u and ask wether u have a problem with them?

FREAKING PISSED OFF.

a woman jus walked up to me and asked whether i had a problem with her when i was talkin with my frens..

GOD! i don't even know her.
why would i have problem with her???

& she smelt so much of cigarette that the bus smelt of smoke.

" hiyah. so smelly, people smoke cigarette"

" Oh hor, u smoke right " i teased my fren.

Wow! then when the women came up to me.

She asked me whether i had problem with her.

The whole time when she was talking to me, i was jus staring at her mouth.

GOd, rotten teeth. wonder why people even smoke.

It jus affect your health( U DIE EARLY ) & makes u look SO ugly.

Not to mention she smelt of cigar. ( couldn't breath )!

& she still says she's not a smoker. She's a mother. ( SERIOUSLY NO LINK )

Later when she walked off, she said ' it's non of your fucking business.'

Felt like slappin her, man.
Hopes she falls down the stairs!

theres only 1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you

2009-06-07T21:48:00.000-07:00

my poet,

give me more lovin then i've ever had.

make me feel special when i'm not

barely gettin mad, im so glad i found you.

give me more lovin from the very start.

i tell you things that i shouldn't.

make me feel good when i hurt so bad.

best that i've had.

im so glad that i found you.

i love bein around you.you make it easy as easy 1 2 3 4.

alwyas hold me like this, like a flower.& of course ur my thorn,by my side.

wonderland of snow.

2009-06-07T21:37:00.000-07:00

SNOW CITY=========================

went snowcity. was fun.
we kept going up & down, up & down.
guess the people there was shock, "how many times can they go?"
gosh, not to mention, my pant was COLD wet .
& my butt hurt because of the cold.
BET my butt was red!
when i went toilet, couldn;t bear to pull up my pants! ;P heheh!

lesson learnt : - sit on a smaller tube.

26.05.09

2009-05-26T05:31:00.000-07:00

SECOND TRY of PRANK CALL!
(narration)

PRANKER : HELLO ! This is Mandy speaking. I'm doing a survey so would you give me few minutes!

The GUY: ERM!

PRANKER : HAVE YOU EVER HAD SEX ?

The GUY: ermm, no!

PRANKER : So are you gay?

The GUY: erm.. MAYBE?

PRANKER : Do you know that's there is such virus as HIV?

The GUY : NO!

PRANKER : Do you know that's such protection called mondom?

The GUY : MONDOM ? There is?

( backgroung laugh )

The GUY : Where did you get my number & who are you?

================================================

so we just put down the phone.
hehehes !
something it good to be so naughty!
') loving it.

tht guy was kinda funny.
& i came up with the word "MONDOM" !
Laughed like hell, till my stomach hurt.

How long is your face?

2009-05-26T04:54:00.000-07:00

Have you ever measured how long your face is!?

Why not try now! >?

HAHAHS!

Cause thats what we did on monday (25.05.09)

WE- me, binu , kaushalya , aysha and uma !

Monday- first day of the school of the week.

who knew the day would start off so wonderful!

Monday was the start of intensive mother tongue programme!

SO! It means the WHOLE day and for the whole one WEEK, there would only be mother tongue.

=) how great is that!

+.+ Me and my frens were in the library till the school end!

MEASURING OUR FFACE- thats what we did during our free time!

RESULTS!

( starting with BIGGESt)

binu- 16.2

kaushalya -15.6

Me and aysha - 15

====== & not to mention tried to do prank calls but nobody pick the calls!

was so excited!

sigh..

spent the day shivering in the library!

Out to bugis!

2009-05-22T19:39:00.000-07:00

- In the gift shop , tryin out the masks! :D

- ME and SABINA.

hmmm.... guess sabina 's practicin already! kekek

- ME & URMI !

_ in MAC!

* don't know how many rounds we did in bugis street and walked like crazy before we went mac.

was fun though

nov 18?

2009-05-18T06:15:00.000-07:00

nov 18??

There u were and here i was.

U managed to catch my attention .

Suddenly u walked towards me.

Not to mention start a conversation.

Though it was the first time we met.

Somehow u made me feel comfortable around u.

You made me laugh. You made me smile.

Somehow u made me feel so special.

I don't know whether it is right or wrong.

somehow it feels wrong

At the same time, right.

I may hurt the ones i love,

with the truth.

But i'm taking this risk.

maybe for the one i love?

MONDAY so not my day!?

2009-04-13T06:36:00.000-07:00

WOAH!
You don't know what happened today at school.
During lunch, i had mee soto. Then after eating, i found out that i had a HUGE STAIN on my shirt of mee soto soup! SO had to hide with my file.
Then after school, had self-study group so was sitting down with my friends. Thats when i accidentally dropped my pen and it skretch my shirt, dropping to the floor.
Wow, another wonderful stain! don't you think so?
hahahs!

den den den!

my pen tip was so crocked!!!
waah !
my favourite pen had to end up that way.

Binu & aysha was laughin like hell.

i guess monday, new year eve (in nepal) is SO NOT MY DAY!

aniways!

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVE TO ALL NEPALIS!
MAY U HAVE BLAST! dancin!
:)

trip

2009-04-03T20:52:00.000-07:00

This was taken during our PSA trip. Posted it after so long.

motivational camp? ?

2009-04-03T20:13:00.000-07:00

25.03.09( wednesday ) 26.03.09( thursday ) 27.03.09 (friday)

We had motivational camp! Thought it would be fun, but i was wrong.
WOW! Suffered for 3 days. It was suppose to motivate us but what the heck.
It didn't! Even the food wasn't nice. The next day, had diarreah from eatin.
During the motivational camp was damm boring. On some occassional, it was fun.
We had to do mindmap, VISUALISE and even played games. Playing games was quite fun especially broken telephone where we had to pass on a message from different laugague. It was quite funn wwhen the message was changed, luaghed till i cried!

Then we had to either sing or make poem of our school values.
For my group, we decided to sing!
And it went like this!

WHEN"S THERE'S TROUBLE, YOU KNOW WHO TO CALL.
FROM THE TOWER, THEY CAN SEE IT ALL.
SELF-DISCIPLINE IS WHAT WE HAVE TO BE. (FIRST TOA PAYOH )
CAUSE THERE'S TEACHER ALWAYS ON PATROL. (FIRST TOA PAYOH)
COMPASSION AND INTEGRITY IS WHAT WE NEED TO BE.( FIRST TOA PAYOH )
AND PRIDE AND EXCELLENCE COVERS IT ALLLLLLL!
GOOOOOOO! SPICE!

( TRY TO SING IT IN TEEN TITIAN SONGS)

It was quite hilarious and at the same time quite embrassing.
Then Freaky and i went toilet , take pic!

+_+

2009-03-19T07:46:00.000-07:00

What do you do when you're bored! ??? Well, I'm so FREAKINGLY BOREd that I'm blogging now.( sorrie for my boredom ) Nothing to do at all. Oh GOD, not to mention i got POA class tomorrow for 4 hours! Can y'all believe it! For 4 hours! How to survive like that. HATE HER> she talks super slow and soft. MOST of the TIME, DON'T UNDERSTAND AT ALL. sigh >my life<

aniways > Todae me and my girlfriends planned to go to watch horror movie - coming soon - but most of us wasn't sure so we didn't . So stayed at home to do my homeworks! just few more and i'm done.

It's feels so great when you're relieved of homework.

Oh! when will I finish school?? SOON! that is. Just the thought of o level, gives me stress.

Gosh it's 11 o clock. Is it just me or is the time moving slow?

+ My life 's so boring!

I bet you knew it already.

ARGHHH!

BOREDOM is SO KILLING ME!

2009-03-16T06:12:00.000-07:00

it's not that i dun trust u.

it just the fear.

jus another day.

2009-03-10T06:39:00.000-07:00

Today's March 10.

Time really flies fast!

Just finished my project for geography .

Had to buld a tree model and present it.

And my tree look like a coconut tree.

Don't even know what it should look like. :D

wishes

2009-03-06T19:47:00.000-08:00

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

- todae's MACRCH 7!

and i have to go fithri's birthday at ECP. (east coast park)

it's not really her birthday today.

its tomorrow.

but there's school on monday, so she's celebrating her birthday today.

WISH HER

HAPPY SWEET SIXtEEN

BIRTHDAY!

hope she have a blast today at her party!

hope her wishes come true!

hmm... somebody's birthday also coming on mARCH 12! ..

wondering what to give!

' hate it '

2009-02-28T01:20:00.000-08:00

wow, long since i blogged! - 14 days!

sigh. I guess been too busy nowaday.

Life's getting stressful and boring.

_ Studyin all day?! Nothing really gets into my head ( thick skull ).

This year's o level and got lots to catch up.

Even now i wonder how i'm gonna do.

PARENTS have HIGH expectations.

& I don't wanna dissappoint them.

Gonna do all it takes to make them proud! (praying)

See!

Just thinking of it, makes me have a headache.

Or i slept for too long.

hehehs!

oh, well. Who cares.

LOVE'S IN THE AIR

2009-02-14T06:48:00.000-08:00

14.02.09

HAPPY WALENTINE'S DAY to all!!!

have a blast with your loves one! ...

ps. will always love ya.

01.02.09

2009-02-04T04:29:00.000-08:00

ME, BINU, SUSAN & SABINA

HAHA! Our head in one direction!

LAXMI and ME ..

geee... !

JUS ME, BINU AND SABINA

sorry Anjali for not dancing at your birthday party.

BEHIND THE SCENE.

2009-01-29T06:03:00.001-08:00

hahaha! They are so gonna kill me! :P

BUT will STILL LOVE THEM!

26.01.09

2009-01-29T05:35:00.000-08:00

The FOUR of US!

ME!

Binu and Sabina

Laxmi and Urmila

Laxmi.. acting cute.!

(sabina's SWEET sixteen birthday) ... sad mine's still a long way.

Anjali, anjali, Binu, Ismriti, Hira, Urmila , Laxmi and ME !!! went for sabina's sweet sixteen.

It was a small party! BUt it was fun! We were to shy to dance, so we only shook out buttocks! :D

AND we took alots of photo but unfortunately most of them is HIRA cause she will be editing it and i haven't ask her yet.

continue... >>>

Chinese New Year

2009-01-23T03:19:00.000-08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

To ALL Of You!
Take this opportunity to be reunited with your families and friends
And also rememeber to have fun while at it.
Remember to exchange HONGPAOS too! heheh. (dun mind me)
Enjoy and have a blast Chinese New Year!

^ my solution ^

2009-01-23T02:29:00.000-08:00

MY SOLUTION! Currently take chemistry so have to do experiments and memorise formulae which i totally hate ! Chemistry just doesn't get in my head! This was my second try. Apparently my first solution got over heated and it was dried up and BURNED. so paise. Even the chem teacher laughed! Then did second one but sad, crystals didn't appear cause no time for the crystals to form. Other people's crystals were so nice. Some of them were even tempted to smuggle their test tube out of the chem lab.

WOW, Chinese New Year's here! SO no school till wed! Woahh! hehehs!

Then Meghy invited some of us to her house for Chinese New Year tomorrow. Looking forward going to her house.

Another boring day; Friday.

2009-01-16T08:01:00.000-08:00

Early in the morning had Social Studies! Nearly slept until the SS teacher asked me questions. She loves picking new students and she only remembers my name. How lucky am i! Wow, she gave allot of homework sia. Then during maths had to rush through my homework cause hadn't finish it yet. Didn't how to do! Then had to skip lunch! Today had Netball Training again! From 1.30 to all the way to 6 plus. Had blisters sia. And had game for 2 hours! We were all screaming and shouting for the ball. Even the teachers were warning us not to scream during game. At 7 had parents meeting which i obviously didn't go! =P Too lazy ! Oh what the heck! What's the point of going there. Confirm the teacher gonna ask me HIMALEee.. why didn't u come ? Didn't i tell u it is compulsory? Damm tired and lazy to go ah! ! Oh what the heck . I need to go sleep!

Boring Thursday

2009-01-15T01:05:00.000-08:00

Woah! I'm dead beat today but I'm still going aerobic! =D hehehs. Nothing better to do. Aiyo! got lots of homework also sia. I wonder when i will do? Today morning only woke up at 7 cause school was starting late and i had the weirdest dream. When i woke up, i was crying. Me and my dreams! Was super sleepy in the class. Then later during Mother Tongue period helped Binu with her drawing which i was proud of it! After school, had Netball meeting. Competition is next Wednesday during mass cca! I doubt we can win but we will be putting in our best efforts to win! This year at least have to get 1 trophy! Die die also but get. Oops, i better start getting ready for aerobic later Laxmi torture me for coming late. Though it's little today, will write more tomorrow k .

ps: afraid of losing you.

Tolerable Wednesday

2009-01-14T04:54:00.000-08:00

Today got lot of homework sia. Not that alot but Ok ok ah. And I'm blogging when I'm suppose to do my homework. Oh, what the heck. I'm neglecting my school homework. Had Netball today, waah made me run allot sia and do push-ups! More chance to lose weight! hahaha! but too bad ate alot just now. hehehs! Then had blisters on my foot! Ewe. couldn't walk properly sia and on top of that Netball ended quite late. I know i know, it's to build up our stamina since South-Zone Competition is coming. GOOD LUCK to ME! Cause we are not even ready. I wonder how we are gonna survive. During Netball Training , we were all singing then got scolded by coach for not being serious and had to pass 2KG ball again. hehehs. Think some of my fats melted, I hope so! Thought i was losing weight but it's increasing sia! Hmm?something wrong with my body!? I guess not. Oh what the heck. I better go do my homework or else will be staying up till midnight to do homework. Waah! Blog tomorrow again since would be coming home earlier k.

mOnday.

2009-01-12T05:06:00.000-08:00

Today, the O level result was out. We had to go watch them get their result. And within ONE year, i would be in their poistion! WOW! Time flies so quickly, isn' it. SO quickly that i would be taking o level this year which i'm TOTALLY not ready for! God, wish i was still in primary school but at the same i don't wish i were. Cause after O level, i would be so free and at the same time, i will not be hearing that irritating alarm clock. Just went hall to look at people's face whether crying and shouting for joy. After that got bored went for cca which Binu, Aysha and me were late. Training was quite tiring. My foot pain. Then had game. Aiyo, my team lost sia and i had to wash the bep. what the ! My bag got heavier only. I knew the teacher would ask me to wash. Just my luck. Came home quite late cause had to buy books in Popular and the queue in Popular was quite long. Oh gosh, i still have e math homework to do sia. Update tomorrow again if have time.

OUR NETBALL MOMENTS !

2009-01-10T05:07:00.000-08:00

photos that we took during sec 1 orientation.

And FINALLY, it was FRIDAY!

2009-01-10T04:27:00.000-08:00

Finally, it was Friday, i was like woohoo! hahahs! BUT i forgot that we had to set up our cca booth for sec 1 orientation. WHAT THE! Did it to get CIP points, for O level sake! We had nothing prepared actually. After school, at two-thirty went Popular to buy materials to make posters and stuff to make our booth pretty. hehehes! And guess what, we were late to beautify our booth cause we were trying to decide how to beautify our booth. We just bought stuffs and sweets(erm, to bribe people). We ran to school. Then started hurrying to make posters. Then Sabina and Binu with other people went to move our netball pole to hall. DAMM IT that guys, didn't even want to help sia. And they call themselves a MAN. But eventually only two guys came to help. Because of them, we did everything in time. Then we had to take the finishing touch! The SWEETS! =D On the way to hall, Binu and i were fooling around. Running like a lunatic and laughing like a crazy women. Later, we found out two guys were looking at us. Wow, embarrassing sia cause i was shaking my butt. hehehs! In the hall, parents still hadn't came and our booth looked attractive then others. hehehs! The work of last minute work. So we were standing on the benches and taking pictures. So many people were looking at us! WAIT, not to forget! One of my classmate kept telling me that MY butt was FLESHY! Sigh, what to do. My butt's like that. Later when the parents came, we gave out a bookmark(made by ourselves) and invited them to see our booth. Wow, some said they weren't sporty and most of the sec 1s were boy. hiyah! Finally when the talked finished, went to netball room to clean up after arranging things in hall. When we were going home, Sabina, Binu and Laxmi wanted to wait for Zaac. Our first high-school crush. hahahs. He didn't came. Went to bus stop. Was waiting for bus, when Sabina suddenly pointed in front of us. Isn't that Zaac!? she shouted! hahahs. But unfortunately, it was just a mistaken identity. JUST went home, when he didn't came cause he too takes the same bus. Finnally reached home at ten. The first time, i was this late from school! Looking forward to come home late from school again. =P

Thursday

2009-01-10T03:44:00.000-08:00

BUSY BUSY BUSY! That what i been since school started so had no time to blog! :D On Thurday, we went Nanyang Poly to have a tour. And you know WHAT!? they made us walk here and there! On top of that, had heavy bag. So Binu and i complained until the tour ended. Wow, they even gave us a side bag with a pen and a water bottle. When Binu didn't recieved the goodie bag. She actually swallowed her pride and went to ask. hahahs. When we got out of poly, saw somebody. What the heck. Not my business. When i reached home at about three -thirty, mum said have to go to my brother school for parent and teacher meeting and that i had to get ready fast! I was like what the heck. Cause i didn't even had proper sleep the day before, had headache and with the toppings i was extremely tired. Eventually, i got ready for my mum sake.
Ermm.. jus got ready anyhow. Was told that the program will start at five-thirty, but we reached at five. Wow, couldn't get any better. We jus sat and i listen music. Then i started doozing off, when i woke up, the hall was starting to fill with parents. And guess what?! When the program sarted, the principal talked, then the vice-principal, the cca teacher, the discipline teacher, the pccg teacher, the cyber-wellness teacher then the vice-principal. You do not know how boring that was. After that, they had dinner for us. It was damm delicious sia. Then later after eating, someone brought a plateful of chicken wings. Ate like a hungry ghost cause i didn't even eat after i came back from school. Came home at 9. Tried to finish my homework. Then slept late again. The whole week haven't had a peacful sleep. Erm.. i guess thats it!

nver been this tired

2009-01-07T06:03:00.000-08:00

WAahh... today in science lab, i broke a test tube.! hehehs. embarrassing~ Today was quite boring, nearly slept in my physic class. Had to carry lots of books. On top of that, my teacher gave out our last year book. EXTRA heavy! Couldn't believe my luck! Then after school we had mass cca thats means we are locked inside our school just so we could go for our cca. Had netball for 3 HOURs. tiring ah. Then came home at 8. quite late. My foot was hurting. Then ironed my uniforms hehehes, was being good. Then had MOMO (dumplings) hehehs. Ate alot, delicious ah! I still had homeworks to do. I was half way doing, then felt lazy, so i came online and here i am updating my blog lor!

2nd day of school, or is it the 3rd ?

2009-01-06T04:04:00.001-08:00

Yesterday was the first day of school of the week and we had netball training (my cca! ). I was looking forward to go to training since i didn't went during December holidays. Lets just say i was in holiday mood and LAZY of course. =P Why did the teachers even had to put classes and training during the holidays! ? Yeah, i know i know! FOR OUR OWN GOOD! So yesterday for
the first time, i didn't sleep in class which i usually do! dun know why. And training which was usually hard, was easy this time but tiring. We had to pass 2kg medicine ball. You guys do not know how heavy it is when u pass but u will get used to it. hehehs! After that we passed normal ball and it was like a miracle had happened,it was LIGHT as a feather! Due to the training only reached home at about 8 so had no time to blog!

.....the next day........ still wasn't looking forward to go to school !

TODAY we had Principle's Talk. Sheesh .. It was about the 'O' level. I wonder how many talks we were gonna have in our secondary life. I know it was for our own good, right! O level's important. It is our passport to the next portal! POA lesson was quite boring and as usual didn't understand what language she was talking. I don't seem to understand her. Weird ? Kept looking at the clock, waiting for the time to pass by so that we could go home! Wait it wasn't even the classroom clock cause it's spoiled! And jus now just packed my books for tomorrow, i felt like i was carrying gold inside my bag. Gee, wish it was gold, hahahas! Was damm heavy so will not taking some books.
As each year goes by, have u notice the books get thinker and thicker. amazing!
But life goes on, though we suffer carrying heavy books to school!

Sunday!

2009-01-03T21:44:00.000-08:00

Wow , didn't knew that Sunday would be so boring. I have particular nothing to do! But i have lots to do! So basically i have no idea to start from . I'm so bored! I better go find somethin to do ..

gifts !

2009-01-03T02:49:00.000-08:00

Hmmm... Urmi gave me this necklace! Nice isn't it! with an earing and sweets,bubblegums. hehhes!

Both of them went nepal.
Seems like Urmi didn't enjoy nepal tht much! I HOPE she will when she goes back again! And Anjali, she enjoyed! ANJALI! I hope you two get to meet each other again k! hehehs

:D... The bracelet Anjali gave me! Nice, isn't it! ~

The photo i took before goin tp with Anjali and Sabina.!

Jus another ordinary day ! isn't it

2009-01-03T02:12:00.000-08:00

WOW! Today when i woke up, i was half neaplese and became half chinese.heheh. My right eye was swollen.>>>>> Can see my right eye do nt have double eyelide! My mum said it was because i was lobi (selfish)! But i don't believe her, cause 1. I'm not selfish. 2. My bro is more selfish than u think he is! ( Just statin the facts! hehehs ) And today went tp ( Toa Payoh ) with Sabina and Anjali !

And SO me and Anjali had to gallop like a horse on the stairs, cause the lift was SPOILED! WOW, on the wrong day! On they way down, Anjali gave me a bracelet and chiochio, titoras! hehehes.

We went Tp! Anjali bought school shoes.AND Anjali and Sabina cut their hair. Erm, we went toilet and took photo! Then had nothin to do there so we bought ice-creams and and went home.. not excatly went home.

We went Urmila's house but unfortunately she was sleeping! sad.

No choice, we went home and so im here, updatin my blog! =D

first day of school

2009-01-02T03:01:00.000-08:00

first day of school totally

sucked
, cause there was only talks! waah , was

dammed sleepy!
I kinda

hate
it when i found out who was my Form Teacher.. dun really
like
her...

I really hope that Mr Kong would
COME BACK =D..
miss him already !

And the best thing is i dun
EVEN
feel like i'm sec 4! Wow
(amazin isn't it!) hehehs ..
So today went to school with new bag and new school shoes.

My school shoes was
totally
killing me ..couldn't walk properly.

I guess 2009's gonna be

pretty
hectic life because of O-levels !

(I'M NOT EVEN PREPARED!)
so i really have to work hard. O-level

scares
me when i think of it..

And not to forget!

SWEET SIXTEEN s
and like urmi said study hard and party harder ! keke ..

mine is still long way ! not fair sia!

5nov

SCHOOL?

2008-12-31T07:53:00.001-08:00

wow !
school's the day after tomorrow ( friday), which means
can't sleep late!
waah! now have to sleep early and every mornin have to listen to that irritatin
ALARM CLOCK!

days going fast

2008-12-31T07:35:00.000-08:00

wow , Christmas's gone and new year's here in few minutes.
FAST
, isn' it! which means
school's coming!
aah! my nightmare! cause

I HATE SCHOOL
but i will try to enjoy 2009!
HAPPY NEW YEAR and BEST OF WISHES for the comin 2009~ to everyone..
2009! here i come!

MERRY CHRISTMAS, love!

2008-12-31T07:18:00.000-08:00

My Christmas wishes fly your way,
from my heart!
My Christmas wishes fly your way,
with smiling eyes that yearn to say;
Merry Christmas to the one i LOVE.

If you would grant me of anything
i would ever want.
There are 3.

My first wish would be the sun.
It represents my love for you,
burning for all eternity.

My second wish would be the moon.
It represents the phase,
the times we were apart.

My third wish would be the BIGGEST star,
to light the path to where you are!

bitter bored !

2008-12-02T01:11:00.000-08:00

arghhh.. .

todae !

somethings been buggin me!

tht i dun know wat!

i can't even concentrate on wat im doin!

its like there a huge burden on my shoulders!

sigh!

on top of that nothin to do!

its like i could jus jump off the buildin to feel some excitement !

hhahas .

obvously i won't ah!

gosh ,
it's rainin !
its like bad lucks all over me!

jus been sittin infront of the comp and listenin to music
nothin better to do !
.................................... >>> ciao!

wat ?

2008-12-01T20:48:00.000-08:00

wow !
it's december alreadi ! ?

though its quite borin ...
times flies.
arghh..
it means goin back to school !
jus hate school!

has it ever happen to you
when u were standin at the traffic light when
suddenly a car drive past.
and a few seconds.
u are all wet,

wow!
it happened to when i was goin to sale!
aarghh..
had to go all wet.
disgustin though !

yesterdae
had belated childrens ' day party.
didn't nothin except eat and talk ,
then received a call!
it was irritatin listenin!
shouldn't have picked up !
i so hate that *** !
sorry for ever comin in ur life!
arggh!!
then went down to eat air!
hahahas !
we were criticisin someone!
heheh !
funny though,
the jokes!
hahas!

aniwyas got to go eat lunch!
> ciao!

holiday !

2008-11-22T07:05:00.000-08:00

i 'm the 1st to fall ,

the last to know ,

where'd you go??

now i'm heels over head

i'm hangin upside down

my fav part from heels over head by boys like girls!

jus love their songs! <3

.......

hoildays > nothin better to do

except sleep all day along!

and eat!
wow ....

becomin lazy i guess!

> wanted to learn play guitar.
wow , this laxmi ah say she call us over to learn play gutiar..
haven't evn call us ..
wonder if she will evn call us!

> been goin out alot.
and mum's supsect i have a boifren!
but of course dun have !

> now plannin to go out the whole next weekdays
go watch movies with frens!
while it better than sitttin at home all day.

i got ur runaway smile in my piggybank., baby! (singin heheh)
Oops ..later window break!
later!

back!

2008-11-15T05:54:00.000-08:00

wow ,
it's been a long time
since ii blogged!
and so much have happened!

aniways
jus turned 15
this nov..
hehe on 5 nov!
wow ,
finnally fifteen.
guess my frens has already started thinkin for the sweet sixteen next year.
while mine has a long way to go!
heheh ..
i'm the youngest in my group..
yet looks the oldest!
sigh!
( upload my birthdae pics next time now kinda feelin lazy .. heheh )
i guess i'm alwyas lazy!
hahahs..

and yesterdae
went picnic!
wow ...
it was borin at first!
wow ..
later it was kinda fun!
especially with tht rabbit uncle..
ahahas..
atleast thts wat sabina calls him.
then ate lots of barbercue pork!
and also chicken ah..
heheh!

then todae
went out with urmi!
was kinda mood off
because of someone ah.
hahahs.
urmi was sayin ' i looked dangerous'
i gueess i do..
hahahs!

i guess i'm still mood off now!
it takes a long time for me to cool dwn!
sigh!

aniways..
got to sign off..
tired!
blog next time!

she's not shy!

2008-10-10T08:27:00.001-07:00

she's starin at ya!

punkprincess!

u or u?

yo, wats up!

she's gonna beat u up..

my cousin!

totally not shy!

more_photos!

2008-10-10T08:15:00.003-07:00

he k!ssed me there .

blew her a k!ss ..

oooops , saw somethin tht shouldn't be seen.

not ready yet!

hmmm , i wonder ..

!took silly photos!

2008-10-10T08:12:00.001-07:00

ITCHY nose!

diggin out the ...

oooops , somethin stuck!

OH!

yeah , i hate him too!

nothin better to do!

2008-10-10T08:04:00.001-07:00

ccheese!

lovable! heheh ,

H.I.M.A.L.E.E n S.T.A.T.U.E of L.I.B,E.R.T.Y

tryinn to act cute!

s.m.i.l.i.n. at ya!

woah!

exam jus finished today!

yahoo ,

finally can enjoy!

can relax!

now lookin forward to hoildays!

hehheh ,

! m happy !

2008-10-05T04:44:00.000-07:00

. in a happy mood! hehhe!
hmmp! jus came back frm tuition!

woW , had party on 3 n 4th oct!
the party was borin!
super borin!
one in a million songs ! - old folks song!
but still had fun!
took photos!
::D ::D
nothin better to do !
hmmp!
dun have the phots with me!
upload it next time!

argghh!
EOY started!
not even sure whether will do well for it!
but lucky tmr mother tongue ,
so no need to go , heheh!

aniways!
thts all for today!

~ urs truly ~

2008-09-08T06:09:00.001-07:00

When ur's feeling empty,
Keep me in ur memory.
Some reasons to be missed,
But the rest is still unwritten.
Yet I told u i will always be here for you..
Though,
A broken heart and a broken promise.
I still think of you!

memorable?

2008-09-08T04:54:00.000-07:00

muhahah!
i gone mad.!
no lah.
kinddin
long time nvr blog.
too busy i guess.
with school life, of course.

on friday.
me, sabina , urmi and her sis sila went swimin in toa payoh!
ahahha!
sounds weird.
while when we went there,
then the lifeguards were lookin at us! ^ ^
we were fightin over who he was lookin at?
but i guess it was me..
hehehe..
jus jokin..
aniwways we were so embarrassed to walked out in our swimsuits -- too sexy!
then we had no coins for the locker!
embrassing lor.
so i had to walk out in my swimsuit to the canteen. - so embrassing!
nvr have been tht embarrassed.
i will never foget that day.
to tell u the truth it's one of my most mermorable memories.
our stuffs didn't fit in one locker.
and nobody wanted to change the coin.
so we stood there, arguing
while the lifeguards looked at us.

THEN tthis lifeguard came forword and offered to help us.
it so paiseh!
sigh!
embarrassed ouselves alot in one day.
and for our age we went to swim in medium pool.
lOls.
it doesn't even reach our chin let alone shoulders.
we played for one hour,
i think.
cause we were gettin darker.
sigh.

but we still had a fun.
and not to mention a MEMORABLE day!

ps. the lifeguards were stillin lookin at us.hahahs

pss. we went kfc! yahhoo! ( dun be jealous hor )

psss.
bikini = binu
lust me = laxmi
urmi = urmila
wassabi = sabina
musa = anjali

??? = himalee
u will hab to guess tht!?

test!

2008-08-18T05:27:00.000-07:00

woah..
finally!
i passed my a math!
ahhh..!! B3!!
heheh!
e math jus pass by 5 marks.
how pathetic!
sigh!
for english, i passed!
thought i fail!
got 16 over 25!
today jus had ss and geo test!
now jus have to wait for other results!
i hope i do well..

heheh!
wish me luck!
love!

15th + 4 days bdae

2008-08-18T05:05:00.000-07:00

arararararararararararararar

woah!
it's was fun on saturday!
clebrating binu's birthday!
ahahha!
sorry for the late party...
we took lots of photos!
.........Lots!
but i dun have the photos..
-.-!
and then on sunday had go to binu's house again to eat momo!
heheh!
but felt i was eating onli the cabbage.
then later we study!
actually we jus talked!
heheh!
but i guess time flies when u're having fun!
ths y i had no time to study for the exam the next day!

sigh'

2008-08-06T04:17:00.000-07:00

sigh' another boring day!
been in a deep thought
'sigh'
jus dun noe wat to do!
aniways today we got to miss the civil defence thingy.. heheh
and go for the national day packin!
it was fun
but it aslo stink!
couldn't breathe, nearly suffocated!
:)
ahahs!
i guess some of my classmate couldn't breathe!
hahah!

tatas! 4 nw..
i'm damm sleepy..

a feakinn day.

2008-08-05T06:26:00.000-07:00

today nearly had a heart attck tryin to memorise the speech!
grrrr.. my leg trembled until everybody saw.
so embrassin!
but i think i did ok..
me and some of my classmates went to library to pack goodies for Nationa Day!
which was onli a newater, towel and a blanket.
kinda pathetic lor..

then suddenly,
somethin happened later on!
which can't be told!

slept

2008-08-04T04:58:00.000-07:00

today had a-math common test!
i jus hope i did well.
since it was kinda easy.
but i still cursin the teacher who set the paper!
then,
i selpt in the bus.
and my head went haywire,
it went left then right.
i think the women beside me was scared...
now im doing my english speech..
waaahh.. inform last minute sia..
i waaanna bang my head already!

until then
cya!

boring!

2008-08-02T01:44:00.000-07:00

sigh.
today got nothin to wirte.. borin ssia!
warm weather..
today gonna eat momo!! yummy!!

heheh!!

boxers

2008-08-01T02:31:00.000-07:00

boxers?
lose or tight?
hahaha!
binu was talkin abt boys wearin boxers..
lOls...
describing every little details.
which was kinda disgustiin..
ahahas!!
you wouldn't want to know!
i was even smacked by her pouch..
i guess i looked like a theif to her!
we den ate kfc when we weren't suppose to eat!
on a diet lor! 00
shhhhh...
dun tell anyone hor!
heheh!

aniways got to go!
wait until then...

jus another day

2008-07-31T08:05:00.000-07:00

yipee!!
another day, another post!
ahahaha!!
omg, today had to wear my last year pe shirt which was EXTREME short.
embrassing sia!
hehehe. felt like an idiot.
aniways today was fun in the class.
rajiv threw a rag on my face.. ewwww..!
omg, it's gonna be 12 soon.
and it will be ghost festival!
shit why did i listen to the ghost story.
ahhhhhh....
i better run to my bed! 0.o

nitez.

SLACKING!

2008-07-30T06:00:00.000-07:00

asasasasasasasasasasasasas

ahahas!
today i was jus staring at him..
and because of that binu nearly had a heart attack. ahaha
find it funny jus to think abt it!
BINU U NOE WHO RIGHT! ( dun forget our bet )
oh yeah. binu, i saw him glancin up at me. heheh.
CCA - NETBALL! tiring! not enough stamina!!
got punishment and lecturing from teacher for slackin!. heheh!
and there's still trainin tmr mornin.
coach's comiin! yipee!

tune in next time guys! =)